4:33 a.m., 2006-09-29
So, there's a lot of stuff going on in my life lately. Some good, some bad, some stressful. Nothing I need or want to go into specifics on, but enough said that things are changing very quickly for me.
In talking with a friend earlier today, I realized just how much I miss cuddling. Physical affection of any kind really...hand holding, affectionate gazes, light kisses, and cuddling. It's different now that I don't have the promise of a good cuddle every few weeks. Makes me sad a little.
I fear that he has moved on much more quickly than I would have expected. He has done some things already that have really surprised me. I guess I thought it was a temporary break in order so that we could both do a little growing on our own and come back together better and all that...probably not going to happen that way, unfortunately. I still love him, and I still genuinely like him as a person, so it has been a rough month, in that respect.
