1:17 p.m., 2004-11-14
So...it's been a while. I haven't really felt motivated to write lately, not even just a drab retelling of the events of my day/week/uneventful life. However, things are good.
I got back yesterday from a short trip to Arizona, which was totally awesome. Ryan and I are doing really well lately, and I feel really good about where we are right now. We seem to have completed the transition into the "missing each other but understanding that it's just a fact of life for at least the next year" stage, so a lot of the kinks have been worked out by now. Wow, and it only took til November. :oP
Oh man, he has some really pretty music. And, he did some very thoughtful things for me while I was there. He bought my favorite kind of cereal even though it is a little silly. He downloaded every cd Sting has made so that he could give them to me, and he kept thinking of more and more music he wanted to give me. He wanted to introduce me to people, which made me feel good. He massaged my shoulders without me asking because he knew I was sore from sleeping funny. We were cute this weekend, and that always puts me in a really good mood.
On top of all that, he'll be here in...11 days for Thanksgiving and in about a month for Christmas. And my trip to Scotland is coming close! And I'm almost done with this semester. I will be so glad to be done with Geology/the physical sciences altogether. Well, except for maybe chemistry. I dunno. I could take it really easy next semester because I'm completely done with everything I need to transfer to Davis. I just need to be enrolled in 12 units to maintain my eligibility. Perhaps 12 units of dance, art, French, Spanish, and archery. Hehe.
I feel really good in general right now. I'm on a new medication and I think it will be good for me. It will be a few more weeks before I really start to get into the swing of it, but so far things feel really good. Perhaps this is finally the answer. And I can calm down and enjoy life and feel normal. That would be really nice.
All in all, things are pretty cool right now. I've got good music, good vibes, and a good match. It doesn't really get much better. :o)
