Empty Haze
1:30 a.m., 2001-11-04
I am here for the purpose of helping other people. I am here to be their shoulder to lean on, their listening ear, their bleeding heart, and their warm-bodied toy. Manipulated and unable to say so...life continues on. It's my own doing, because I cannot be more forward with my feelings. It leads to situations much like those I have found myself in recently. I mean, I think there is something to be said for a guy who knows what he wants...whatever it is. I don't know, that's one of my problems. I don't have it figured out yet. In the meantime however, I am letting my time be consumed by the wrong things. No wonder I feel empty. But, I don't know what to do in order to free myself from all of this. It seems to be wrapped all around me lately.
1:30 a.m., 2001-11-04
I am here for the purpose of helping other people. I am here to be their shoulder to lean on, their listening ear, their bleeding heart, and their warm-bodied toy. Manipulated and unable to say so...life continues on. It's my own doing, because I cannot be more forward with my feelings. It leads to situations much like those I have found myself in recently. I mean, I think there is something to be said for a guy who knows what he wants...whatever it is. I don't know, that's one of my problems. I don't have it figured out yet. In the meantime however, I am letting my time be consumed by the wrong things. No wonder I feel empty. But, I don't know what to do in order to free myself from all of this. It seems to be wrapped all around me lately.
